How ?

How i can stay strong?
how i can explain my truth ?
and why? why you judge me without know how i feel right now?
I remember when you said "i don't believe in shame, and i don't have no prejudices"

You taught me things I never knew
but it was all a lie,
I followed you, believed in you,
but no, all you are is a fucking mask
You're not as strong as you think


Don't keep your promises
You're not real ...
It was all in my head
inside me.
I should have known
your words said it not true
I should never take that first step
I thought it would be easy for me,
let it all go, and follow
I thought I could get you out of my life like you do with all
I thought I could be like you, but not
I can't say I love you because it would be a lie
but you have no idea how wanted you to stay.